hello there everyone! guess it has really been a while since i last blogged hasn't it? hope everyone has been fine but then again, i've sorta been in contact w most of those who read this stupid lil blog rite! hahaha okie i'm still as stupiddddd.
okie and to update a lil, i'm currently studying in nyp doing physiotherapy now! sch's pretty ok my class n the girls i hang out w are nice pple so i'm having quite a bit of fun! anatomy is the most interesting of all cos we get to see dead bodies which are preserved, and they're really not dat scary! i juz hope i wont needa see one with a face cos i'm only seeing body parts now so it's not all that bad! and daddy's got a new job in a company so he's no longer working such long hrs i'm happy for daddy =)
and for ball ball.. to say i'm not hollow already will be a total lie cos i tink it'll take a lot of time for that empty void to be filled and i'm not even confident in saying it will be totally filled. A lotta things i cant even really explain to myself sometimes and a lotta things i still do not wish to face or think about. Although i'm happy now, feeling blessed with the things that i have now, the pple around me who are caring for me and having someone to share and love me, to help me to move on and to brighten up my days, certain things are still unsettled within me i guess. i will always be caring and always be worried, sorrow is something that attacks when i'm least expecting it. But at least memories stay and will always be preserved no matter how different things are, nv will they be forgotten. i'll always be here and if help is needed, i pray i'll still be remembered and be the one that can help u no matter what it is. thank u so much for everything.. u've left such a beautiful chapter in my life u'll nv know, hopefully i've left an equally beautiful one in urs too. i've done really stupid things that i regret so much but it all do not really matter now, i just wish for ur happiness n maybe our paths will cross again one day, with both you and me in bliss and having our happiness. that's all i've gotta say bout this i guess. and i mean it when i say i still care, i really do, believe me on that.
ALRITEY FOLKS! shall end here for the first post.. hopefully i'll put up pix soon ok? and siyu's got a job @ ben & jerry's! she's damn excited bout it and heard it's like super duper fun!! good luck baobeiii!! i wan free ice cream!
time for dinner, be back again when i can cos sch's getting really busy!! take care everybody!
p.s n i so miss princess wq who's touring europe now!