hooray!! weekend's finally here! sch's really getting tougher and i'm quite proud to say yest's anatomy prac was the first time i really dared to touch the cadaver! not that i was really afrad of it to begin with but i just didn't relaly felt like poking it last week but yest, hooray! manage to touch it and got to know the artery, veins and nerves better! so that's progress =) but compared to my other classmates who are all super hardworking and super smart, i tink i still needa put my sox a looooog way up! encourage me my darlings!
hoho and out of boredom, i chopped my own fringe last nite and i'm trying to get used to it now. wq says it looks alrite and she's so encouraging such a sweetie but she says i shld go to her to cut nxt time, i'll get discount from her. but come to think of it she shld be honoured i let her cut rite! ahhaha kidding princess i shld be honoured but seriously i doubt i deserve such prestigue so i shall juz go to a hairdresser nxt time!
juz received an email from shuyi.. been such a long time since we really talked and i realise i do miss her a lot. Reading her email made me tear somehow.. nostalgia juz flooded into me.. times in ny when she always tries and pull me to trainings and her being so encouraging when i just cant jump over the hurdles and juz so many other moments that we shared. sometimes i feel that i may not be that impt anymore to certain pple, esp pple who i still hold a strong regard to, and it really gets me sad but come to think of it, kaier said before that pple come and pple go and that i juz needa learn to accept and i guess she's right. perhaps pple do come and go, but the memories and the footprint u left in their life will always be there and that shld be good enuf rite? that pple shared such special moments together before. and i realised that it's during times like this, like shuyi suddenly sending me an email to say that she missed me, it juz becomes a bonus and an ultra pleasant surprise.
okie i tink i'm sorta blabbering and i dont exactly know how to express that warm fuzziness i'm feeling but I AM HAPPY!! wahaah okie enuf blabber for a day hope everyone's sat will rockkk! love u babiesss!